You’ve got no where to go, feels like you’ve got no one to call, but you need someone the most, of course, right then. It’s wild how timing can seem to flip flop accordingly to your “I’m-so-over-this”s and “Forget about it”s. It’s all about expectations too, I’ve decided. If you ever expect anything out of anyone, you’re automatically forming assumptions and building up some ridiculous standard that will probably never even be met.
If you do so much for other people, it’s true, they will take advantage of it. They won’t understand when suddenly, heaven forbid, you’re not there at the drop of a hat. But what happens when you’re the one in need? What happens when you just need someone to sit there and shut up, just listen to you spit and sputter?
If you’re there, they wont be. If they’re there, you wont be.
Awesome.
Oh, and for the record, just because I’m on a rant, social networking is just a maze of distractions to add to it all, as well. Untagging photos, deleting wall posts, not writing you back, or maybe just using your account to stalk your Friday night plans is entirely too common. Either way, this form of communication (or form of non-communication) is just another confusion when you’re wondering who disappeared to where... And why?
Eh. It’s all about attention. It’s all about that damn push and the uncanny pull.
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